Kote Ku Gatal

I’m not bored, seriously…..and for the love of GOD…why the fcuk did I start a blog,Everyone has one right ? should I have one ? AM I JUST ANOTHER person jotting down their feelings and their SHIT A$$ lives online ? I don’t know, life seems so oblivious too me, Its not that I don’t have a great life, I do have a great life,great mother,great brother(sometimes and A$$) and most important a great girlfriend who sometimes holds me by the balls. Its 3.04 am and I’ve started my first blog…my first post….sometimes I wish life was more than what it seems…don’t get what I mean ? Well for instances wouldn’t you want your life to be simple or pre-determined ? You are born,you study, you graduate,you work,you get married….life goes on….But I wonder what my life is about, The more I think about life and my life the more I see myself as an insignificant dot in this world, for CRYING OUT LOUD even ants play a bigger role than me in this world.Seriously ?? Are we really put into this world to make it a better place ? What if I turn into a serial-rapist ? Did I really make this world a better place ? Or do we have to choose things we do in our lives to make this world a better place ? I’ve got so many questions and yet I get answers which only underlies more questions, The rich get richer the poor get poorer…..The scum on the earth get a way with murder and I get summoned for speeding cause I had a stomach ache…come on man….I really needed to crap…I’m about to grad from my joyful life of college, and I’m getting the jitters of the real world….its time now to leave the safety of the college and face the brutal world of office politics and the a$$ kissing of the working life….am I going to make it ? I wouldn’t know and I don’t think I would give a shit…what makes the world go round and round ??? MONEY….hey I’ve got a question for all you MOFO’s out there "Can money make you happy ?"….My answer to that "YES" money makes you happy….cause money puts you through hunger….money gives you a bed to sleep in…money puts your children through college…money is not everything…but money makes you happy and don’t give me some religious bullshit about any GOD….GOD took something away from me and it ain’t making me any happier….I know money can’t buy me everything…but money will make me happier cause it makes my life easier…I may not have all the answers but I have alot of questions…KOTE KU PANJANG ?

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